To me, porn means...

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Hey Everyone! Hope everyone is doing groovy. Things have been zipping in all directions in my world—WILL IT EVER SLOW DOWN? I want to talk briefly this week about what porn means to me and what it was that I got from time thus far in this industry.

Porn, overall has been, a very good experience for me. Working with people like Chi Chi Larue and John Rutherford, I was really able to find some of the self-esteem that I lacked growing up in an environment that did not favor homosexuality. I guess you could say that I was lucky I worked with the best and was very protected. Lately I haven’t been working on a lot of projects, as far as, filming goes. But I am hoping to do something this fall, you will all have to wait and see. Got any ideas for a scene, This email address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it. But even if I never were to do another film… I would have to say I am very proud of what I have accomplished. I have made many friends for life—after all I believe when you are gay you pick your family, mine is pretty cool.

When I started out in this crazy business 3 years ago I guess you could say that I was looking for something. I didn’t really know what it was or where I would find it. What I did find were a lot of cool people and some really odd birds along the way. I have found that some people would rather spit on you than give you the time of day; yet others truly work their way into your heart where they will hold a permanent place—you know who you are. Unfortunately, this leaves us open, in order that you do not become a bitter and bruised soul from this business. You really have to separate your personal from your professional. Relationships, in the way of boyfriends, are very hard to maintain, while doing porn. You really have to be in love with that person and make the decision not to allow anyone to come between you. I hope Alex and I can do that. I try not to forget to enjoy the time that you share with a person—cause you never know how long it is going to last. Carpi Diem!!!

Well, Its Sunday afternoon and it has been a long week! Currently I am sitting in my bed room typing on my iMac thinking about what has been taking place in my life and what it all means. Seems funny that those you love the most can use that double-edged sword. But, following the advice of my father I realize that having just one true friend is having more than most. Thank you for being there for me Logan Reed you are the big brother I always wished I had growing up.

I love you!

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